I’ve always loved sunsets, how the sun changes hues from lightly sparkling yellow to deeply molten red, the light slowly giving way to the darkness all the while, and strange romantic thoughts suddenly striking the mind, seemingly from nowhere. Whenever I really sit down and look at a sunset, I feel a strange contradiction of emotions — a deep sense of wellbeing washing up with the last of the fading beams, yet on the other hand, a sense of missing potential as though life was meant for something more than what I’ve yet lived.
Whenever I watch the sun slowly descend upon the world, I’m always struck by a strange and timeless notion that the world is still full of possibility. I feel a connection to the grand, elusive scheme intertwining all of humankind, and am struck by something indefinable, that though I cannot define, still compels me to want to do better with my life than what I have done so far. Those of you who know me know that I love to quote my favorite authors. This one is one of my absolute favorites from Henry David Thoreau. “When we are unhurried and wise we perceive that only great and worthy things have any absolute and permanent existence, that petty fears and petty pleasures are but the shadow of reality.”
Perception is such an odd thing. Most of my days, I perceive very little beyond the duties of the day and the simple pleasures found within each one. But then, every so often, when I genuinely stop to gaze at a sunset, or walk a moonlit path, suddenly I perceive something more, something grand and compelling that seems to fill up the night. And once that happens, once I perceive something truly great and wonderful, I am compelled to do better with my life. I cannot simply live resigned to simple pleasures and routines. It’s so odd to me that I can be manipulated by such whimsical forces. But I’m glad for the fact, glad that every now and again, something can break me free from the normal day to day and give me a glimpse of those welcomed romantic thoughts I often push away from my mind.
I’m sure that I’m not the only one who experiences this strange romantic phenomenon. And this is not the phenomenon of regret, where being alone causes a person to think about all the mistakes they’ve made, and the things they’ve lost that can never be gotten back. This is something different, something hopeful and full of potential. For those of you who aren’t in a place where you get to see beautiful sunsets, here’s an awesome romantic poem from Thomas Moore about a sunset:
“How dear to me the hour when daylight dies
And sunbeams melt along the silent sea.
For then sweet dreams of other days arise
And memory breathes her vesper sigh to me
And as I watch the line of light that plays
Along the smooth wave toward the burning west
I long to tread that golden path of rays
And think, twould lead to some bright isle of rest.”





