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Thoughts on life, things I’ve learned while roaming the Earth.

Thoughts on life, thoughts on wisdom

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There’s a chair at my aunt and uncles home in northern Minnesota that I’ve always loved to sit in. It faces the forest, imperceptibly dim after the evening hours, yet vibrant more alive then, alighted with distant stars overhead, and the very seldom Aurora Borealis. Often, something would beckon me out to the little rocking chair after a long day’s work was done; an indefinable longing of sorts to sit awhile and just watch the gentle darkness encircle the forest of the world.


I learned much in those days, fulfilling the ancient Greek axiom to “know thyself.” In those minutes and hours slowly rocking while the world dimmed, life seemed like a different thing. It was as though time paused for a time, and instead of living, I was quietly learning how.


Sitting outside,

Waiting for the stars to shine,

Waiting for my life to shine,

As it does in my dreams,

And these nights now mean more to me.

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Tick Tock, Tick Tock,

Time is just a manmade clock.

Soon come the stars and next, what then?

It cannot be written with ink and pen.

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I felt and odd resolve, at that time, to simply observe life, pondering what purpose the Lord would have for one like me, and refusing to spend the wages of my life until I found those things truly worthy of striving and fighting for. A familiar verse comes to mind. From Psalm 130: “My soul waits for the Lord, more than the watchman waits for the dawn, more than the watchman waits for the dawn.” What shall I wait for if not wisdom? What shall I wait for if not a vision of what to spend the wages of this life of mine upon?


It reminded me of an ancient Chinese Proverb: “Vision without action is a daydream. Action without vision is a nightmare.” For my own part, my life has been something between a daydream and a nightmare. I can see the dream of the kind of man I ought to become and the life I ought to fight for, but I have also felt the nightmare of what I have already been nipping at my heals. I have done everything that I can. What I will become, and all that I’ll do, is now only by the grace of God.

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Thoughts on life and the world

I’ve often liked to sit and think about the world as it once was – a wide array of undiscovered, mystic places where pioneers and explorers would venture off to seek their fortunes and satisfy their thirst for something more. Today’s world is different – a mass of humanity swept along by a wave of shifting appetites, dreaming little, and for little more than what lies right before their eyes.


The greatest temptation I’ve encountered in life is simply to do nothing, to settle for what’s right before my eyes, and live in ignorance of all the wonderful possibilities that could come true, if only I would seek them. No other temptation corrupts my heart so fully as this one. I know of nothing sadder than a man resigned to the cheapest things of life, convinced that people were made for nothing more than what their appetites dictate, a man who has nothing to fight for. For when my heart believes that life is a mundane thing, then what is there left to live for? Happiness? Success? Such things are a mere band-aid for a wound incurable but by the highest and noblest of aspirations. Boredom with the world is a burden I hope never to carry again.


But as for me, I have been to places very near to perfection, places indefinable and rare that compel the mind to wander about a sphere of dreams larger than those possible in the civilized world. Whether it be the far-reaching jungles of Cambodia or the backwoods of Northern Minnesota, I have experienced the untold promise found in the solitude of lonely morning places. Dreams are larger in places such as these–the things the mind can invent and imagine, of a richer substance and more tangibly real. Abroad, in places where mystery and solitude have combined to form landscapes rare and beautiful, the mind is brought to its own inner landscape, one wrought with imaginings more vibrant and alive that those of the average day to day, dreams holding possibilities unseen in the crowded cities.


The aspirations of what we, as men, might accomplish with our lives are often small in the stifled air that comes to rest on the places where man congregates. With so much to settle for in the world, hope is often cheap and commonly wasted on simple things. Grand things seem less attainable, even less desirable. For while the morning dawn, in places few have trod, proclaims that the world is full of mystery and potential, the strangled air of the cities proclaims that nothing beyond the ordinary will ever be accomplished.


Often, we believe we are small because we live and move in small places, choking on the stifled air that comes to rest in regions where life is settled for rather than sought. One thing I can say with confidence: My aspiration to live a life more rare and grand than what is commonly seen is always paired in magnitude by the grandeur of the landscapes my feet happen to travel.


There have been many things I’ve learned while roaming the earth. One is that poetry is the language of the soul. Whether it be my own, or the classics that I’ve loved, there is absolutely nothing like reading or writing verse while filled with those timeless, elusive questions that all of humankind has pondered down the ages. Another thing I learned while roaming the earth was taught to me by an old Moroccan Proverb: “He who has nothing to die for has nothing to live for.” Let us live then together.


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